Pastor..You Matter.
 
The lock downs amid a global pandemic have been hard for virtually everyone  There is zero sense of normal.  Most everyone is holding on to the figurative steering wheel and white knuckling it.  Amidst all this turmoil, people are attempting to thrive.  They are trying to connect with one another and taking their mental health more seriously than they ever have. In some ways, this moment in time is giving people an opportunity to pause and reflect.

That being said, there is a group of individuals that are not fairing well and that is pastors.  With pastors having to make the tough decisions to move to online church, the demand for soul care of their congregants has increased significantly.  In some states, pastors were not given a choice about closing their church indefinitely and faced the backlash from it.  Pastors work an incredibly hard job.  There is no sermon they will preach that will be good enough. No counseling session they give that will be restoring enough.  No amount of time they dedicate to the church and the body that will be enough.  This is the landscape that many church planters face and current pastors know.  This reality for most pastors has intensified during these lock downs.

Many pastors go into ministry because they sincerely love Jesus Christ and the church.  But as time goes on and they go longer in ministry, the wear of the job becomes more than one pastor can handle.  Between leadership meetings and demands of congregations, when and where does a pastor have time to get his emotional and mental health needs met?  The answer unfortunately is they don’t.  The role of pastor has a reputation of almost being an individual without sin who has endless energy.  The pastor is seen as someone who has their life together and in biblical terms is above reproach.  Tragically, this reputation plagues many pastors; to the point that they feel they have to fulfill these expectations 24/7 and there is no room for rest or any grace if they make a mistake.

This leads to suffering in silence and to a lack of trust. This leads to a belief that their internal suffering must be from a lack of faith.  In short, they become anxious and depressed.

Pastor suicide is on the rise and while not every pastor who suffers from depression, contemplates suicide they are indeed in emotional turmoil.  Many pastors who deal with anxiety and depression in silence do so because they may lose their jobs if they are found out; others remain silent because their church does not acknowledge, minimizes or dismisses all together the existence of mental health issues.

If you are reading this and you have a church you call home, know this…your pastor is human and sinful and absolutely needs your support, prayer, and grace.

Pastor if you are reading this and it resonates, know this…you are seen, Christ loves you, your people love you and the sacrifices you have made and the work you have done during these lock downs are greatly appreciated. Do not isolate but go to Christ and accept grace. 
 
Pastor…You Matter
 
-Christian Bringolf MA LMHC

When to Report Child Abuse

Reporting child abuse of any kind is certainly a difficult topic. Identifying what passes for abuse can be an even harder one. I have heard stories in the past where a care giver was unsure if what they were seeing constituted “abuse”, so the abuse went unreported. Another reason why abuse may go unreported, is because a family may be trying to protect the perpetrator who happens to be another family member.
Understanding why its important to advocate for children, especially in abuse situations will be helpful in reframing your views on reporting child abuse and child advocacy. Children often lack the ability to advocate for themselves due to emotional and psychological development. When abuse happens in a child’s life it interrupts their emotional and cognitive development. Children are often placed in situations and scenarios they don’t understand, because a parent or caregiver forced them there and by forced, I mean did not factor in their opinion on the matter. Abuse in a child’s life leads to a higher probability that they will have anxiety, depression and possibly other psychiatric symptoms. So understanding that children are unable to advocate for themselves in ways that adults are, should help in changing your perspective on early reporting.
Secondly, understand that when you report you are being protective and preemptive. You are saying, “No” I will not allow this child to be abused anymore” and you then are stepping between the child and perpetrator and helping to prevent future abuse. I understand that many think and believe that if you report abuse to CPS, they will come and take the children away. CPS looks at every case individually. They examine the severity of the abuse, the duration, the type of abuse, the age of those involved, how long people knew the abuse was occurring, etc. CPS wants to make sure that the child is being protected from those who seek to use and abuse them to meet their needs. That is why they exist.

Third, it’s important to understand the different types of abuse that are looked at. According to the U.S. Dept of Health and Human Services there are 6 major areas of child abuse and neglect:

1. Physical Abuse
1. Nonaccidental physical injury, ranging from minor bruises to severe fractures or death
2. Sexual abuse
1. Includes activities by a parent or caregiver such as fondling a child’s genitals, penetration, incest, rape, sodomy, indecent exposure, and exploitation through prostitution or the production of pornographic materials.
3. Emotional abuse
1. Also known as psychological abuse
2. A pattern of behavior that impairs a child’s emotional development or sense of self-worth
4. Neglect
1. Failure to provide for physical needs (e.g. food, shelter, supervision, etc,)
2. Failure to provide medical care (medical or mental health treatment)
3. Failure to educate a child or attend to special education needs
4. Failure to provide psychological care, inattention to a child’s emotional needs and or permitting the child to use alcohol or drugs
5. Abandonment
1. A child is considered to be abandoned when a parents’ identity or whereabouts is unknown.
2. Abandonment is a form of neglect
6. Substance abuse
1. Prenatal use of harmful or illicit drugs
2. Manufacturing of drugs in the presence of a child
3. Selling or giving drugs to a child
4. Use of a controlled substance by a caregiver that impairs the caregiver’s ability to adequately care for the child.

You and your kid may not have experienced the above situations, but there are situations that cause parents to ask, “Is this abuse?” and “Should I report it?” I understand your hesitation, especially when the behavior that may be considered abuse is not black and white and doesn’t fit the above definitions. Ask a mental health professional. Take a course in understanding abuse and the signs of abuse. Call CPS and report what you know or suspect. By reporting early, you are ensuring that the child will no longer undergo further abuse, you are advocating for the child’s development emotionally and cognitively and you are helping to potentially decrease the possibility of the child having severe mental health issues later in life.

The bottom line is child abuse is destructive. Children can’t advocate for themselves. Reporting is important. Do not be the person that protects the abuser at the cost of the child.
Early reporting helps the abused and it helps the abuser.

If you would like to read further, check out the link:

https://www.childwelfare.gov/pubPDFs/whatiscan.pdf#page=1&view=Introduction

Christian Bringolf MA LMHC

What can I say about rest?

Well it's something I've never been great at. Even after ten years I'm still learning to rest. Probably even more of a lesson that I'm learning is being content. Somehow those two are inextricably linked. Rest and contentment.


Over the course of the last ten years there has been lots of accomplishment, lots of pain and growth. All of which were and still are blessings by the grace of God. Probably the hardest thing to do is sit be quiet and be content. My mind is constantly moving thinking about the next step or five. But nevertheless this is where God has called me. Being content means I get to actually enjoy what I've accomplished. I get to enjoy what I've bought. I get to enjoy what I've been given.


This concept of contentment has been tremendously helpful for my anxiety and depression. By taking an inventory of my life on what's positive and what God has given me, I'm able to slow down and enjoy the day. This has become an invaluable lesson. My wife has commented that I'm a better husband when I practice contentment. My daughters benefit more from their dad when he is focused on them and not accomplishing or acquiring something all the time.


Rest has been another critical component to my mental health, really overall health. This has been a hard fought lesson. Rest has not been something I do very easily. I've always thought if I wasn't doing something, I was being lazy. This thinking has led to me being more tired, getting sick more often, being angry, having no energy to do anything.


So, here I sit writing this piece while celebrating my 10th wedding anniversary. I can officially say that I rest better and practice contentment more often, but certainly have more to learn. Rest and contentment is a choice and not something to be approached from an obligatory place. You get to rest, not you have to rest. You get to be content, not you have to be content.


Is it possible that when you shift your thinking to choose to rest and be content you impact your anxiety and depression in a positive way? Possibly? Maybe there's not a one-size-fits all answer to this, but should be an on-going dialogue.


Well, that's all for now. Till next time


Take care


Christian Bringolf MA LMHC

One of the hardest things about depression is being able to step outside of yourself. 

All too often depression creates a cycle of morbid self-introspection that causes……more depression.  As the depressed person, is the answer to learn more cognitive tools to combat the depression?  Is the answer to take medication in hopes that it’ll change the way you think? Maybe the answer is to go back to a time when you were most happy and replicate that…maybe?

Depression treatment requires a willingness.  It demands an ability to fight.  I often tell people to get angry at their depression.  Get angry that certain moments in time, specific interactions with people, trauma or medical conditions would seek to dictate how they live out their present.  Depression would like nothing more than to see you defeated.  It would very much like to be that wet blanket on the campfire.  Depression wants you to be completely ineffective.

As a Christian, getting angry and fighting back against depression looks like having faith and trust in Christ and a humility that says you’re your circumstances are outside of your control. 

Seems counter-intuitive addressing depression treatment this way. But as a Christian it is imperative to understand where true power comes from, that it doesn’t come from within you, but that it comes from the one who saved you.  There is no amount of power, in your depression, that you can muster up and pull yourself out of the gloomy depths. I have seen people try and try again, only to find that they never really climbed out. 
The bible speaks extensively on the topic of humility.  The old testament talks of humility well over 900 times and the new testament speaks of it over 300 times.  What can we say if the bible brings up this issue so much….it might be worth paying attention to.

The question then becomes, “Is it loving and merciful to speak of humility to someone wrestling with chronic depression?”

This is tough to answer.  It is tempting when walking with someone dealing with depression to excuse them from the responsibility to respond to Christ in their suffering.  Our suffering, internal and external does not make us exempt from humbly responding to God.  This may be a harsh outlook, but one I believe to be true.

James 4:10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will exalt you.
This verse is plain and simple, but hard to execute.  This verse isn’t saying, once you’ve got your life under control and your circumstances are less chaotic, then humble yourself before the Lord.
Humility in your present circumstances.

The reality for many Christians is a life of depression and inner turmoil and assault. Learning the value in humility for treating depression is priceless. Understanding the character of God is necessary for moving forward in your depression.  Knowing the promises of Christ anchors you on solid ground, when depression seeks to blow you away like a leaf in a violent storm.

Be honest with yourself, how much do you know about the character of God? Do you understand the promises of him? How transparent are you with those around you about your depression? do you let others in to walk with you? Do you isolate yourself because the people around you, who love you don’t simply let you sit in your misery?
These are questions that I feel important for you as the individual with depression to be asking yourself.  Forcing yourself outside the bounds of depression is uncomfortable and uncertain, but you can begin to see a bigger world.  Finally, please don’t give up.  Seek to understand how you can be humble in your circumstances.  Fight hard. Always remember that you have a choice in your depression.
 
Christian Bringolf MA LMHC

My goal is to always write from the heart and to incorporate professional knowledge and personal conviction. I have been very passionate and determined to write as much as I can on anxiety when it comes to the Christian faith. This picture of someone having a theology like a vending machine has been something that I have been thinking on for sometime. It hasn't been until now that I have been able to make a connection with that illustration and the very real issue of anxiety.


What do we know of vending machines? They're big metal boxes located in convenient places with a variety of snacks that are a quick fix and will temporarily fill you up. Provided you have the money, you usually have at least 10 different options to choose from. The commitment and price is low enough for many people to not think twice about purchasing a candy bar or bag of chips. After all, it's like what....a $1.25-$1.50 for chips. Nothing that's going to break the bank or cost you lots of time.


What do we know about anxiety? Anxiety can happen for many reasons which include divorce, drug use, abuse, chemical imbalances, improper body functioning, death of a loved one, loss of a job, etc. Anxiety can create feelings of despair, worry, hopelessness, thoughts of suicide. Anxiety can push people into isolation and loneliness. Often times good professional counseling and medication are required for stabilization.


So how does a vending machine and anxiety connect? Helping someone with anxiety, chronic anxiety is tough and there are no easy answers. It takes commitment and sacrifice. Unfortunately, many Christians adopt a "vending machine" approach to helping the person with anxiety. It is easy to give a verse out, pat yourself on the back and say,


"I did my Christian duty. If they don't change it's because they don't want to and aren't trusting Jesus enough."


Vending machine theology doesn't require heavy commitment. It requires minimal understanding of who Christ is, doesn't cost a lot in time and won't be all that sacrificial. This theological approach is not dissimilar from believing in magic tricks. Just say the magic words and you'll get the desired outcome and if no change happens, blame it on the individual you are carelessly throwing verses at. This approach is lazy, unkind, lacks grace and any understanding of what anxiety is and what the person with anxiety is going through.


As a believer in Christ, our duty is to love those who suffer all afflictions and walk with them for as long as we can. Don't just throw verses at someone with anxiety, be in their life, walk with them through their emotions, show them Christ in your actions and words. Be a student of God's word. Understand his character and promises. by doing this you'll be an incredible testament to God's power and grace and a blessing to those with anxiety.


Christian Bringolf MA LMHC